i'm v high rn
just read the first 6 pages of scarecrone in the bathtub and decided to get up and 'blog' abt it
have ingested: oatmeal, two cups of coffee w almond milk, small piece of weed candy, a lot of gravs
can't stop thinking abt gab hoffman's eyebrows
really want ice cream from this place in homewood that my friend bailey took me too when i was really high and sad but happy to see her
want melissa broder to be my mom and daughter and sister and best friend
want melissa broder's hair to be made into a cute blanket w fur on the inside so i can sleep under it while i watch reality tv and try to decide which girl on the show is the prettiest, which girl i'd want to be best friends with, and which girl i'd want to be
favorite title: How to Give Head to a Sick Person
will someone order me one of these and send one to melissa broder and order one for yourself
from scarcrone: I call it sex/because I don't know/how else to say/terrified of dying.
biggest sexual fantasy: being 16 w melissa broder and dressing slutty for halloween at a big party w a lot of drugs, nothing particularly sexual actually happens
want to watch a documentary abt feeders with melissa broder, amy mcdaniel, sarah jean alexander, and mira
should i be linking these ppl, idk
want to do yoga at a rave w melissa broder
abt to start saying mb bc sick of typing her name like that
felt v emotional while reading poem Power Nothing bc of past conversations abt addiction or recreational drug use/alcohol/sex/w/e w mb
smiling after reading poem Tour
:) from scarecrone: Every woman is the same woman/Azazel's mother is his wife/Who am I?
just stared at the upside down cross tattooed on my finger wondering how it is still there really
poem Dirt Nap made me feel warm inside like dough but skinny
smiling bc : I am a lone wolf/I am a lonely wolf/I make people up/and I eat them
rly loved The Saint Francis Prayer Is a Tall Order
If I am not allowed candy I use my body/If I am not allowed my body I use the internet
thought abt tweeting, 'in the mood to dry hump'
I was never taught to latch/I was born/latching
new favorite title: Knowledge Is Power No It's Not
want to have a threesome w melissa broder and foucault where no one has sex and we're all on a juice cleanse at the beach for three weeks
want to watch empire records naked surrounded by crystals eating ice cream while clutching my copy of scarecrone
rly loved the poem Letter From a Crone
poem Mythic is amazing and I want to type it all here but I don't think I'm supposed to do that
damn shoutout to William James
omg have to put this: I gave them eggs of pantyhose/And a melting cathedral/I gave them black snakeskins/And menstrual sponges/I gave them sainted men/With semisoft dicks/Making it hard/To feel totally fucked
want to read the poem Hope This Helps over and over and over and over and over until I pass out and wake up a hot meditating teen on her spring break
want to google image search 'hot girls throwing up in the desert' and get the perfect image to show for how i feel while reading this
laughing bc: Men lay out the wine and incense/for my memorial service./I wanted there to be no wine/but I am dead.
here is me wearing a shirt with pictures of meat on it while holding my mouth open bc i'm obsessing over my teeth this summer
